Spontaneous.

I’m truly fortunate in Year 2 Sem 2 and I thank God for putting the best people in the lowest point of my life. 
There are lesser tears and more smiles.
These friends who impacted me through their actions and words, they are beyond incredible, so convicted in their beliefs, so brave and courageous yet so human-like. You guys made me realize how important it is to be unashamed of what you want and to do things that makes you happy. There are so many obstacles in life, so many rules and regulations we have to follow, going through primary school, secondary school, JC/Poly/ITE, University and still not getting it. Our circumstances in our life does not make it impossible to achieve the beautiful things we want.

I admire people who see the positive. I admire people who take chances. I admire people who speak of faith and hopes and dreams and love. I admire people who doesn’t let their circumstances define or limit what they can or cannot do. I admire people who dare to dream big. I admire people who fight their inner demons and come out strong and tall. 

All these I’m not, you guys are. 

12:37am - Time where troubles fill your mind.

Lately I found it especially hard processing my thoughts and putting it into words.
Those silly thoughts. 

What if I take this leap of faith, and all that happens would be just me falling hard with no one to break the fall?

It’s just times like this when you got to love yourself even more and be on guard.

Piece of Heaven.

The flowers smelled so sweet I could literally taste it. 
I swear I experienced what felt like sugar rush after eating 3 macarons. 
What’s missing there are butterflies.

(These pictures don’t do justice to the Tulipmania exhibition. You have to see it for yourself) 

The walk back was just as beautiful.
I’m seriously considering getting an annual pass to Gardens by the Bay. 

First day of clinicals and I am truly overwhelmed. 
I don’t think I have what it takes to be a nurse :(
Going to do some readings before heading to bed. Sigh. 
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Dad has been rather supportive of my cca through fetching me occasionally and massaging my bruised legs. But today, “Can you please change before hopping into my car? Don’t walk around in a white belt so embarrassing. At least take out that white belt.”

What the hell thanks dad I thought you were different from mom.  

After a mad rush trying to occupy my remaining holidays with appointments, I just want a stay-home Sunday (except church) for an alone time before my 2 months long attachments.

I can’t wait to start on a new book:)

Weirdos I love.

Babies and the elderly are one of the strangest people out there.

You’ll be surprised at how small and fragile they really are. Small hands and feet, cute little fingernails, occasional giggles that somehow tickles you and makes you smile, tears capable of messing your feelings and sometimes even make your heart bleed, blabbering words that somehow speaks to you, and how much they love to cuddle in your arms. Oh, not forgetting, they smell good too. 

You’ll learn to fall in love with the little things about them. That old loving calloused hands, veins popping up making it so fun to press and play with, the toothless grin when you make them happy, and the wrinkles near their eyes showing lines of not just ageing, but from the smiles and tears all these years. 

And those in between, like you and me, are just mehhhhh, nothing interesting. 

Time check 3:33am. 

Gahh I’m so distracted right now. The pain of having one more paper to go:(

Sometimes the post exams stress can be worst than the actual exams itself.
I dislike the feeling of the unknown:( The wait for the results is a constant worry. 
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I’ve been hanging out with these two peeps often.
Ahhh l want us all to grow old and wrinkly together!